A Rose In Bloom.

Reflection!I have felt emotionally compressed for years. I did not want to believe that these issues stemmed from having a negative thought pattern. Sometimes we can create our own downfall and depression. Today, I felt ugly and a lady called me beautiful. I conversed with an elder that encouraged me that furthering my education is a very necessary step to being the successful woman that I will be. We spoke of love. He has loved the same woman since he was twenty-three years old, and he is now sixty years of age. I always thought that being wholesome and being the good girl would cause my heartbreaks to be far and few in between. Try again! I have numbed myself with alcohol, men, and happiness that always leaves. My elder told me that everyday that he wakes up is a good one and that he loves his life. He is always smiling when I see him, and he says it is because life is a gift! I forgot the value of mine! How dare I give up, when my loved ones love me so? I forgot whose daughter I am. I am the daughter of a strong, retired female Sergeant Major, who instilled great strength and intuition into my psyche. It is odd how others can make you forget your roots. I pray. But I forgot how to. I want this lump of sadness in my throat to disappear. I will see the figures that I encounter on a daily basis who test my patience as only transitory issues. My own words are therapy. Sometimes we get so involved with our own lives, and we forget that we STILL have our lives. I hugged myself today, and I know that it will be a long process of clearing my mind from all the doubts that have been cultivated. I remember that jubilant, confident, little girl. Where is she?
darling, domo

3 comments on “A Rose In Bloom.

  1. Depression doesn’t persist because of its advantages, but more because of its cause which is deep sadness, but still that doesn’t forbid us to look at depression in a more positive way.

  2. I felt your emotion, and it made my soul realize that it is invincible when words are given to it to share with others. Thanks Domo!

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