Inspirational Life

Unplanned Hiatus.


hirakawa10

For the last week, I have not been able to publish any of my thoughts or feelings to my beloved blog. My cellphone which was my main source of internet capability went to phone heaven. No mobile hotspot. No texting. No calling. I felt shut out from the world, and this turned out to not be a bad happening. I was just left alone with my thoughts. I had been fighting a bout with depression that I discovered was self-inflicted and not realistic. I began to think of what I was truly thankful for. I have people who love me. I discovered that I love myself, which is even more important. No more of the numbing myself with the presence of men who only want to use me. Substances that alter reality. No more self-doubt. College has begun once more, and I am closer to obtaining my English degree. I am searching for a better occupation that will supply me with all of my necessities, instead of living paycheck to paycheck. I am also building a true friendship with a man that I have always admired, only to find out that he has always admired me as well. I am practicing kindness to those who have hurt me or to those I have clashed with in the past. I see that life is simple, but my emotions complicate most situations. I am back. I am happy as I write these words. After all, my words are all that I have. If you are a writer, you know what I mean.
darling, domo

4 comments on “Unplanned Hiatus.

  1. Good thoughts. Good lesson. Nicely stated. We can learn from all you say here. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

    • Thank you so much for reading. As I grow, I want to share all of my pain and happiness with others. We can all learn and relate to one another. Thank you, again!

  2. Excellent! Keep moving forward.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

ipekseyhanpoyrazkarayel

Asla İdeallerinden Vazgeçme Asla! Never Give Up Your İdeals Never!

Logical Quotes

Logical and Inspirational quotes

Sabiscuit's Catalog

I can't eat biscuits, but I have a better idea ...

Coolestdwarfintheworld's Blog

Just another WordPress.com site

keithgarrettpoetry

Smile! You’re at the best WordPress.com site ever

Authentically B

DIY + Style Reimagined

The long road to redemption

All the feelings and experiences felt toward my journey to redemption

Wallflower Whimsy

Words from the introverse.

The Happy Wonderer ~ ellen b.

To honor and encourage

Keeping Calm While Daddy is Gone

Our Story of living life and loving each other!

Wassim Matmata

books, thought ...

Dreaming Ecstacy

A fine WordPress.com site

ColorTheBooks Blog

Official Blog of Kevin Cullen & Friends

A Miscellanea of Opportunities

"All the world's a stage / And all the men and women merely players." (William Shakespeare) - This is my stage.

Jeffrey the Great

fook the system

Learnalltheway

Learning and improving English language skills

%d bloggers like this: